January 2012
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little pink elephant.
A few years ago I went to therapy. It was for a multitude of things but mostly just because I felt as though I was losing control of my own life. Through this, I learned that I don’t say what I think or mean or want to say because I am afraid of the repercussions. I keep everything balled up inside of me and eventually become resentful and angry. This is most apparent in relationships. My...
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Tired.
The level of exhaustion is overwhelming. Four hours of sleep. Soreness. Muscles and skin. Arms and legs, hands and feet. Your dark room. The rain falling on the roof and leaking in. The heat blowing softly in the hall. My crazy hair. Your hand on my hip. Quietly drifting to sleep.
There is no where else I’d rather be.
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Alan Hanson: The Hard Things →
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Recently a soft and astute human being told me that a positive side to a bad experience I had was that it makes me uniquely qualified to help someone going through something similar. This was yesterday. And I couldn’t help echoing this thought in my mind as I listened to Todd Glass give such a…
As I sit here crying at my desk, all I can think is “this is one of the...
Just updated my resume for the 3rd time in a week. And you know what they say…3rd times a charm!
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I need to take a break from drinking.
It’s not just this hangover. I make bad decisions and talk too when I’m drinking. And then I end wake up sad and depressed. Never a good thing. So break time it is.
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What If Black Women Were White Women? →
awesome-everyday:
stfuconservatives:
This is a tough but incredible read. Sample:
““Beauty tar potion” would become globally popular to get the “black look.” “Dove” would be replaced with a black soap called “Raven” to help exfoliate the skin and bring out subtle hints of melanin.
“White female features would be declared violent. Their “jagged” thin lips, “knife sharp” noses, and “harsh”...
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I haven't been on an interview in almost 5 years.
What does one wear to an interview?
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“And don’t worry about losing. If it is right, it happens — The main thing is not...”
– John Steinbeck on falling in love, a wise, heart-warming, and timeless letter to his teenage son circa 1958. (via curiositycounts)
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Job. Interview. Tomorrow.
I finished my latest post PA job last week. I contacted my former boss, found out he still isn’t planning on taking a job anytime soon. So I updated my resume, sent it to a few contacts but I had made a conscious decision that I was still going to only apply for jobs in post. Then yesterday I saw an ad for an office manager for an actor’s company which required basically all of the...
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The red velvet cupcake I just ate is the only thing making this third 12+ hour work day worth it. It was amazing. And not around long enough for me to take a picture.
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Getting off work at 11:30, sleep at 12:45 and waking up at 6:45 is a cruel way to start the work week after so many days off.
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30 Sex Resolutions For 2012 - The Frisky →
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…to shave my legs more often. …to replace my stained period undies with saucy new pairs. …to try new sex toys. …to get over my fear of sleeping with someone new. …to have more of it. …to try a butt plug on a dude. …to initiate sex with my boyfriend more. …to give more back rubs, instead of just receiving them all the time! …to watch a porn together that we both think is sexy. …to show...
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2012.
It started out pretty great. Then went downhill quickly. I’m now a mess and trying not to think. Thinking hurts. My head hurts. I hurt.
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Friendly reminder to all Angelenos:
mlee525:
1. LA Metro is offering free rides from 9pm tonight until 2am tomorrow morning. ALSO, all lines + the Orange Line busway are running 24 hrs, from tonight until tomorrow evening.
2. AAA is offering free Tipsy Tow service until 6am tomorrow. Call 1-800-400-4222 for a free ride and tow home up to seven miles from pickup point.
Don’t be an idiot, there’s no reason to drive home after...
December 2011
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Tattoo.
For the second night in a row, I dreamt about getting a tattoo. I know where I want to get my next tattoo and I have a vague idea of what I want. It’s just forming that solid idea and then getting the money together that needs to happen next. But it will happen. And soon.
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